So.. I started One of these a Long time ago.. Just never got around to making it interesting.. So here we go...

So in the past month, not only have I lost my job, but have been really struggling in trying to start my career. When I graduated school last January I was the only girl from my class who was pregnant and couldnt go to work right away, and when Conner was 6 months thats when I was on the lookout for Salons that I could work at. Well.. Things just didnt go my way so I got a Job as a Teachers Aide Substitute which I strongly dislike.. dont get me wrong I love working with kids but being on call everyday.. Not realistic when I have to race around town like a maniac to drop Conner off and race to wherever they call me to. Well that job is pretty much over with because of summer and I havent been called in over 3 weeks sooo..

I really feel the pressure now.. In trying to support myself as a single mother, everyday I wake up and I know I have to try harder.. It just gets overwhelming sometimes.

Conner is now 14 months (where did the time go?) and he gets into EVERYTHING!! I'm trying to learn to be more patient with him.. It's just hard when he gets into the things that are my favorites.. (like my makeup palletes) I cant handle that. But somehow.. from being so angry.. Conner has a way of coming back in the room and jumpin into my lap and cuddling with me and making me laugh, and I totally forget I was mad. He has been my motivation to be better I think without him I wouldnt have done the things that I have accomplished. :)

People always ask me how I do it? ha ha I wonder the same things sometimes.. But all I can really tell them is that.. Heavenly Father is watching over us.. It definately isnt just me.. There are times where I have no money to even buy diapers or gas and within that week.. I will have a client who needs to be waxed call me out of the blue and then I get paid just enough to get by.. isnt that cool? ha ha I think so..

Life is such an adventure that you dont know where your going next.. But as Long as I have my Lil Conner Bug.. I know its gonna be filled with FUN!